From Panama City

Just to update some of you,
I currently sit in an internet cafe located in the largest mall I have ever seen, and it is located in Panama City (Albrook). How did I get here? Diablos Rojos!
I know the picture is a little blurred, so I would Google Diablo Rojos to get a more accurate picture. It is really interesting where American culture is present and where Panamanian culture is. It is definitely a different culture overall here, but it isn´t what I was expecting.
So far, I have experienced some pretty amazing things. I consider myself lucky to be doing what I am. I wish you could all enjoy the same experiences. As everyone had warned, there are up days and down days, but the overarching direction is purely up. I am starting to learn Spanish, and I hope that I only continue to do so more quickly.
As far as pictures go, it is lacking. I have been so busy with training that there is little time to do much else. In addition, I have been devoting a significant amount of time to studying Spanish. However, I promise to add more photos later in my journey.
As for my host family that I am staying with these first 10 weeks, I don´t feel as if I could have been luckier. Mi Madre Felicia is a wonderful cook and does everything she can to make me feel at home. She cooks everything from carne to rice to yucca to cornmeal mush (which reminds me of home). In addition, I have now bought a cell phone because it seems as if every Panamanian has at least two. Who would have guessed? (Feel free to call me if you like. Just send me an email, and I will respond with my phone number next time I am near a cafe. Remember though, if you call me, then it is on your dime) I am actually starting to hope for more isolation from technology, though, so be forewarned that I may not have cell phone signal. I can´t wait for this upcoming week!
On Wednesday, I am making a trip out to the Bocos del Toros region of Panama, which is located in the north western part of the country. The purpose is to get a better experience of a volunteer´s life and community, so I will be spending about four days there. As part of the trip, I have a 20 minute boat ride to my destination. Yes, the only access is via a 20 minute boat ride! Amazing, right?

Adiós Estados Unidos

First, I would like to apologize for the long delay from my prior post. However, it has been a whirlwind over the past month and a half. Currently, I sit in a hotel room in Arlington, VA awaiting morning's arrival and my departure to Panama. The bus leaves at 10:30.

Second, I would like to recap the past few days. I arrived yesterday evening in Arlington with 70 lbs of checked luggage, a carry-on backpack loaded with all my heavy items, and a man purse (or sometimes referred to as a murse or satchel). (FYI - I typically don't carry a murse, but the necessity for additional storage space outweighed my own personal taste.) In addition, yesterday evening, I was lucky enough to find my way to Arlington Cemetery where I observed JFK's grave-site, who also started the 'nontraditional federal agency' that I now volunteer my next 27 months to, and I honored our fallen soldiers in arms. Their service to our country is one that should always be remembered, for without them, our country would not be in a position to have the amazing opportunities we take for granted on a daily basis, including my ability to serve in the Peace Corps.

Today, I had my first opportunity to meet my fellow trainees (48 in this training class). Just to briefly describe the group, the volunteers range from just graduated to retired, are from all races, were born from California to Rhode Island (although, I do feel as if the southern states are under represented - unofficial count has two from Texas, two from Georgia, one from Florida, possibly one from South Carolina or North Carolina, a few from Virginia and West Virginia, and none from Louisiana, Mississippi, Tennessee, Kentucky, or Alabama), and have a Spanish language proficiency ranging from fluent to non-existent (which is where I stand). In all, while we were required to do group activities, i.e. skits, drawings, etc., which I do not typically enjoy, the staging was beneficial, informative, and well organized. Congratulations to Leonard, Kevin, and Abby - the RPCVs who are now Peace Corp employees and worked the staging event!

Some very important information acquired during the staging includes the fact that I will be given anti-malaria medication and our departure to the airport has been bumped back three hours. Hooray for more time in a comfortable bed! I have been forewarned that I may not have as soft of a bed as I am accustomed to, but I am sure it will be softer than the Cosby campsites of the Smokey Mountains.

To those who may not have noticed, I have also added a contact page, and I will let you know of any additional methods of contact as I identify them. As of Thursday morning, my cell phone will no longer be active, and this will be the only reliable method of contact until I establish another source.

Finally, I want to say 'Thank You' to all of those who have been here and will be in the U.S. to support me. This includes, but not limited to, those who came to my farewell dinner at Nancy's, at my parent's, and those who came to the airport to see me off. These memories really mean a lot to keep me going! Thank You!

5 Years Without a Job!

Yesterday, I said 'Goodbye' to my home of the past 6 years. Well, it at least felt like home. It was my last day of employment with the ASBTDC, which provides small business assistance to Arkansans. 6 years I roamed the campus of UALR. 6 years I knew what I would do when I woke up in the morning, or at least where I would drink coffee. 6 years!

Now, I can only look forward. 5 years without a job! 5 years without the ability to accumulate personal wealth and instead deplete it! 27 months in the Peace Corps, and 3 years in law school. 5 years.........

However, I know that the ramifications of the next 5 years will continue for the rest of my life, and the next 27 months may be the most significant.

Today, I said 'Goodbye' to people who's face I have come to welcome and enjoy.

The day after tomorrow, I say 'Goodbye' to Arkansas for one week, and I travel to the cultural and political capitals of the United States, New York City and Washington D.C.

Somehow, I feel as if 'Goodbye' is something I will saying more and more often over the next 47 days. In fact, I know it will become more frequent. The only question is, 'Which will be hardest?' So I pose this question to all readers. If you were going away to serve in the Peace Corps for 27 months, what would be the hardest thing for you to say 'Goodbye' to? Pizza? Hamburgers? Electricity? Cell Phone? Google? Job? Best friend? Family? Mother? Father? Air Conditioning? Your church? Your vehicle? Ability to communicate in your native language? TV? Internet? Steady supply of Toilet Paper? What would you miss most?

Continued Preparation

So it's been a while since I have posted, but I haven't done a lot. However, I had some requests for an update, and I want to form a habit of posting regularly. So here goes....
Over the past few weeks, I have messaged a RPCV on Facebook that I found who went to Panama and was a CED consultant. I am hoping to gain some insight before I leave.
I have ordered a backpack for my travels, and I think it will serve me well. It is a Kelty Red Cloud 6650. I bought it from REI, and I am thinking that this may be a great source for additional supplies.
Yesterday, I attended a Peace Corp Volunteer potluck, and it was definitely worth it. All of the PCVs that showed up, and there were close to 50 it seems, were very friendly and supportive. Also, the food was good. While talking to the RPCVs, I realized that every Peace Corp volunteer's experience is completely different. It was very interesting listening to their stories though.
Also, I am attempting to get a listserv/Facebook group started. I heard from the RPCVs that they were able to gain insight and tips/tricks from other people departing, and they used it as a bouncing board for ideas. If you know of anyone that is going to Panama in August, please tell them to contact me.
Finally, I have began my countdown at work and countdown for departure. I have a calendar posted in my office, and I am marking each day. I have also began with cleaning my office, although this is quite a hurdle. I might just possibly leave the mess to the next occupant! Haha!

Oh.....I almost forgot the best part. I also went on a 'Photo Extravaganza' with my BFF! We traveled around taking photos, and it was a blast! I also completed my checklist from last time (officially accepted, mailed passport information, provided an updated resume and aspiration statement, etc.) Here are some photos from the trip (I'm using this to get used to uploading photos as well because I definitely will be uploading photos):

Panama

So the invitation came this past Saturday (Panama), and I don't know where to begin......not just with this post, but also with my preparations.

So much to do.....So little time. However, I will say that I have a lot of support from co-workers, friends, and family, even if all three will be sad to see me go.

Today, it is finally starting to settle in. For 27 months, I will take myself away from everyone and everything I know. However, it will all be worth it, and it will hopefully bring me closer to understanding what it's all about.

As for now, mail off my passport, provide another copy of my resume, write an aspiration statement, and take advantage of every moment I have with those I love and care so much about. Oh yeah, and learn Spanish! (Why did I ever take German in high school?!?!?!)

It's in the Mail!!!!

So...I have had contact with the Peace Corps over the past few days, and it has been extremely exciting. On Tuesday, I received a phone call from my Placement Officer. She asked me a series of questions, including how I would handle being a minority in the room, what I would do if I showed up for a event and was not feeling welcome, and why I had had interest to go to Central and South America in the beginning. She also asked whether I had followed my plans of taking Spanish this past semester. I explained to her that I hadn't since I was nominated for Africa. However, I asked whether it appeared as if my region would be changing, and she stated that there were no indication that it would. We ended the conversation with her placing me in the Qualified for Service for the Placement Process, whatever that means. She stated that she would be looking at programs leaving in August and September. Again, my excitement rose.
Then, the very next day (Wednesday this week), I receive an email stating that there was an invitation being put in the mail for me to leave August 17, 2010, and I would be departing for Central America to do Community Economic Development........
Wait.....Central America..........Is that a typo? If it said sub-Sahara America or Central Africa, then I would think so. But it said Central America! Hooray!!!!!
Community Economic Development? What does that entail? With answers only comes more questions!
I also called my Placement Officer and tried to get the exact country, but I was unsuccessful. I have to wait for the packet. Excitement still overruns me! I also had the opportunity to speak with my recruiter, who I cannot thank enough, and update him on my status. Even he sounded excited for me!
Finally, I went last night and got a headphone to start Rosetta Stone. Tonight, I begin learning Spanish, and I wait for my invitation in the mail. Hopefully, it will come Saturday, but I give it Monday at the latest. I can't wait!!!

And so it begins......

Welcome to a blog about my pursuit for the meaning of life. This blog begins with my almost invitation status to Peace Corps, where I am right now. I hope you enjoy the story....

Today, I received an email from a Placement and Assessment Assistant. She requested an updated resume, specifically looking for any volunteer or professional experiences I have had since the start of the process.

At that point, I felt a like an underachiever......

Since starting the Peace Corps Application process, I worked on passing all four sections of the CPA exam, but I have not applied to be a CPA. Therefore, I cannot say I am a CPA, but all I need to do is contact the state board, ask for a packet, complete the information, and pay money. I haven't done so to avoid getting behind on required continuous professional education that is required each year. I have three years from passing all four sections to apply without the board requiring me to start the process all over again, which I do not want to do, so I can't say that I am a CPA.

Since starting the Peace Corps Application process, I have been working to see parts of the U.S. I have never experienced. I took a road trip out west, and I encourage you to view my pictures. (http://picasaweb.google.com/kwwhite3) In addition, I have scheduled a trip to NYC and DC, but still no professional or volunteer experience.

Since starting the Peace Corps Application process, I have been busy making backup plans as to what I will do if the invitation does not come soon enough. I have been accepted to law school, so I will begin three busy years of scholarly activities if all else fails. Still no professional or volunteer experience.

Since starting the Peace Corps Application process, I have continued working at the Arkansas Small Business and Technology Development Center assisting small businesses with marketing, expansion, financing, etc. I have continued increasing my experience and knowledge that I hope to utilize while working to helping small businesses in Africa, but how can you articulate this on a resume?

I have not done like I had intended, and that is to volunteer. Why? No good reason. Volunteer experience is one reason why I want to get my invitation. So I can spend 27 months helping others instead of myself.

What to do,.....

Send an email with an updated resume, and add an explanation in the email stating how close I am to being referred to as Kevin White, CPA.

While feeling like an underachiever, I still found excitement in the receipt of this email. While some may think "you still haven't made it to the Placement Officer," I think "I now have the name of my Placement Officer. Also, she stated that she needs my resume for it to move along to the final review." FINAL REVIEW? Yes. This is it. Almost there. I've adjusted my mental timeline to next week Wednesday, which is when I will call to check the status and provide the next post. Unless I hear something sooner, but that's highly unlikely.